I really am so happy. I wish I could share this feeling with everyone. I am so, so happy. Yes, I look the same, but I feel so extremely different. The heavy feeling in my chest is gone, and I am crying, but only because I am filled with so much joy. This is what I needed. I cannot find one single reason to be upset or to complain. I am alive, I am in love, I am whole. So, I may not know what direction my life is headed in, but I am okay. You cannot imagine how amazing it feels to be able to breathe deep and not feel the weight of the world on your shoulders. To be able to listen to a sad song and enjoy its sweetness, without feeling like breaking down, is the best feeling. When I come home, things will be different. And I will be coming back to stay. That is a promise I have made myself, and one I intend to keep.